Autumn night

well wednesday... she first was smilling and walked trhough... then she was exited becuase my friend was going to dance with them. then i was soo annoying... but yet she look at me and ask if the girl was my sister, she said we kinda look a like... then we exchanged the first words i ever had with her, i wish i could do more , i will pray to God so i can be with her and so she can like me...

Forever, nah give my heart away

and meaning to my carelesss life.
anyways i was dreaming that i was somewhere in some kind of computer lab and everyone had a computer, i was trying to do something like on the back of the computer. then i saw pretty girl trying to grab like shirts from the wall, but i dont remember what happend that we were in front of each other. and then we went under the counter and she was like looking both sides and she look right and then in front of me and then she somehow got really close to me and then kissed her hand and put it in my lips, then she smiled in a really warming way and she stood up smiling to me and really happy.... i havent felt like that in years, next i was taking a shower and then somehow i was leaving and i had a 2 seat car and i was putting my stuff in the seat, then i ask if anyone wanted a ride , then grace said can you take me home... apparently it was a a miata or something like that who knows it was the best dream ever no one has done that in a dream to me

the taste of greater things

today an interesting day, it started pretty much normal, now during my boring time on computer lab i got out earlier. then they had this wannabe stompers, first i saw all the girls and then i said hi to clau with a hand and she is like say hi to me properlly and i did the hi kiss , then i saw my friends on the benches, i stood there for a while and being all like "this sucks" then after a while she comes back with her friend and my ssis comes back too. then clau its all like trying to dance. since i was sitting she comes to me and grabs my hand and trys to get me dancing, i said nooon onono i dont like dancing, then she makes me stand up and chases me down then i run. after that i sit again and she grabs my cheeks like comeee ooon .... then i said nnononon i dunnont want tooo. after a while when i was eatinng i was sitting with her, she draw me a star that i had on there with a sharpiee....
i love when this kind of things happend

these sonnets of our lives

soo friday and thrustday i wore my new piercings, horray they look awesome really
hardcore, so right now im listening to some good hardcoore too... or screamo... whatever im not gonna get into that discussion , its just music / sooo i felt like it was a lesss obnoxious week, at the end on friday i didnt feel too comfortable . this week i had soo many chances of talking to pretty girl but i didnt ... it has to be more natural, even though i have a lot of fun . but obnoxious fun i should improve this week becuase i hate beeing like that , i should be more emmm normal, its like im all over everyone saying stupid and annoying things. ugghh the beautiful people ughh... i knoww i shall be like i was before quiet, i shall be quiet i promisee