watch as I stand alone dude , the last time that we talked was awful and rude.' im just being nice, I know you wont come with us? ' what the heck wasthat?
i was not in the mood
I can tell. but it was my fault? no it wasnt. and you were completely rudeeee and i didnt answered fast 'cause i was asking my mom if i could go out and when i came back i was like what!
(too ashamed to write down what i said)
sort of what happened to the.. 'stay positive'?
(somehow i wrote ... im a bad person, im sorry)
no you're not I was just sad.. that you were thinking that
but we're ok now. and now im leaving take good care please I have to fix the school thing keep praying I care alot about you buddy STAY POSITIVEEEE haahah how annoying am i haha well talk later.
as you can see another thing that my own disguisting stupid idiotic and whom i hate self , screwed up, regret enterily that i said that .... wish that could get .. there are no words in the world that explain how much hatred for one person (my own self) can have
i dont deserve her friendship anymore and im such a bad person and i wouldnt be suprised that she doesnt talk to me again actually hope that she doesnt talk to me as a punisshment for being a fucking ass . i've been thinking this since a.... long time becuse this happend on 1/15/2009 even though im soo going to regret this for a long time and all i have to say from the bottom of my heeart is that im dont deserve your friendship at all, and i wish you could meet a way better person or that somone else better than me was in my place .
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