Tuesday, February 10, 2009

And Jesus Im ready to come hom..

overall i lost all hope overall. Pa' never let me get close to her
or anything. then she went back to her boyfriend. i havent been able to find a job
and all i have done is to messed up with my friends. i dont have enoufh corage to talk to Blue eyes, and i like her a lot, and like i told God i think she is the one. Cec, doenst want to talk to me any longer and i totally deserve it. and we have no money, all i do is to let down my friends and be a failure with the girl that i like.
Yesterday i was sleeping and dreaming. i had a dream where i was driving a
big truck like the rally ones. then i was driving somewhere n a street close
to my Sina house. somehow i came home and Andy was there . she look at me and said something
about a "coyota" a candy. then said to the othhers where she was sitting on the carpet that
she will come with me becuase she had promised it to me. then she stood up and came down the stair and with me . then she kinda got close to me and walk along with me dont know where.
however!
A. showed me something today and she was totally right i dont know but i have to change my way of thinking. and i will try as hard as i can with blue eyes because i like andy a lot and im not going to let anything screw this one up.so Jesus please help me with andy i like blue eyes a lot

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